Oxytocin playing on the speaker. Gets me hard every time... She must have remembered me saying that, because she just told the smart speaker to play that specific song. Her eyes betray her, the mischief is obvious. What's she doing in a swimsuit? "Aren't you supposed to be working?" I ask. She winks and saysContinue reading "F*ck me, Billie E."
Drunk
A lovesick fool stayed home to drink his sorrows. They were ingested and digested and soaked back into him 10-fold. He told his love all the stupid things at exactly the worst time. He told her about his love for her, as he has over and over. This fool had never felt love like this.Continue reading "Drunk"
Just Friends
You’re busy when I’m not You’re in my every thought I worry incessantly In the time you’re not with me I don’t like putting you on the spot. But here we are again Struggling to stay sane Through my mind’s haze And for all my days My thoughts don’t wane At last I know whatContinue reading "Just Friends"
Icarus
Initially burned by the sun, I sank from the clouds and crashed to the earthen flames of dispair. As I burn, the sun watches helpless as the planets circle like vultures. But the sun burns brightly, and the planets keep a safe distance. Not me. I rise again, fueled by the Light and will myselfContinue reading "Icarus"
Chasing Away the Sun
Depression and anxiety drive the ever constant downward spiral of my mind. A positive feedback loop of nothing positive. Imagine the old gods, of the sun and various elements of life. Imagine talking to the God of the Sun. You need the sun for life. You can’t focus, function, or exist without the Sun. BecauseContinue reading "Chasing Away the Sun"
Test
As I sink into the stormy sea, drowning in my fear and apprehension, you are my oxygen, my lifeline to sanity.
Steam and Sweat
The day is spent. We are hot, sweaty, and drunk on each other’s company. We jump in the shower to clean off. It’s a deep clean. All the way deep. As you caress my shaft I let my tongue roam, finding your neck and nipple especially pleasing. You cum at the culmination of recent hormones,Continue reading "Steam and Sweat"
She’s tight
Having recently become single, I found myself at the bar, shooting pool with my homeboys. A few beers in and I finally text her. Before I know it we're sexting and she sends pics... nice pics. We decide to go out for drinks. She walks into what is now our place and is fucking stunning. Continue reading "She’s tight"
Last Breath
"Why are you freaking out so hard? It's fine!" Same conversation we always have. I have panic attacks. It's not rocket science. But it is a killer of relationships. "I just need to breath and talk it out. I'm not ok, you know this. Can't we just work through this?" "Listen, you get butthurt overContinue reading "Last Breath"
Dirty shower
The cabins are so relaxing, except for him. I see why she says he's toxic. "She says she loves me but I doubt she knows what love is." Really dude? Maybe because you haven't shown her. "Man that sucks. So what do you want/need from her?" I feign empathy. "Well I don't trust a wordContinue reading "Dirty shower"
Love Acadaemia 