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You’re busy when I’m not You’re in my every thought I worry incessantly In the time you’re not with me I don’t like putting you on the spot. But here we are again Struggling to stay sane Through my mind’s haze And for all my days My thoughts don’t wane At last I know whatContinueContinue reading “Just Friends”

Initially burned by the sun, I sank from the clouds and crashed to the earthen flames of dispair. As I burn, the sun watches helpless as the planets circle like vultures.  But the sun burns brightly, and the planets keep a safe distance.  Not me. I rise again, fueled by the Light and will myselfContinueContinue reading “Icarus”

Depression and anxiety drive the ever constant downward spiral of my mind.  A positive feedback loop of nothing positive.  Imagine the old gods, of the sun and various elements of life.  Imagine talking to the God of the Sun.  You need the sun for life. You can’t focus, function, or exist without the Sun.  BecauseContinueContinue reading “Chasing Away the Sun”

As I sink into the stormy sea, drowning in my fear and apprehension, you are my oxygen, my lifeline to sanity.

“Why are you freaking out so hard? It’s fine!” Same conversation we always have. I have panic attacks. It’s not rocket science. But it is a killer of relationships. “I just need to breath and talk it out. I’m not ok, you know this. Can’t we just work through this?” “Listen, you get butthurt overContinueContinue reading “Last Breath”